The OP ("Ego Breaker.") posted on the main site as follows -- I'm moving that answer to here.
Vandami Authority(samyak sam buddha),
My last visit on this site, 100% sure.
So, it seems that @TedWrigly could understand me a little-little-- I am not some geeky--, a hard-coded, determined, strong student of dhamma, follower of only Samyak Sam Buddha
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challenge
:: (With strong happiness)Ha! Not just challenge, feel yourself tortured
, tortured by your own feelings, tortured by thoughts, tortured by life, tortured by outsight
, tortured by defiled behaviour pattern
. Then, remember my questions, quests and then feel yourself as challenged
to get rid of dukkha
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Enviornment for coldness
:: It's not meant to be decreased suddenly, rather enviornment is such that, "uptill now when meditator would feel the need to wear woolen clothes". What to do and how should meditator meditate to start tackling that, surely, after some point, h/s-he will feel it to be useless or to be diverted to power so, now focus will only be towards ... enlightenment?
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Being said above, feel free to edit questions to make seemingly-pleasent-to-senses(!).
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Before, I wanted to post my experience as an answer and then was thinking to some-how, mix-up, come-up, by working with others for generalized strategy with minute details for everyone
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One other concern was also to stop you all from unnecessary arguing with each other. It made me sad as how some educated people are fighting, is it for some publicity?? Buddha would have called you-lot 'mogh-zeerna'-- aging without any merit.
Place where I live, Buddhists are called as demons and vice-versa, that hurts me.
And after seeing you-lot's behaviour, I don't know where to go other than to remain a lone-freak-meditating-animal in this sexual world.
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But now, you-lot are on your own, I am on my own. Be happy. As nowdays, I am planning to restart my household life to earn money, after wandering in meditation as independent ascetic for ≈3.5 years, so I won't be able to entertain educated-sensual-pleasing-tradition-bounded-idiots
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And don't worry, I am not breaking percept of "not-to-steal" by hiding my identity(if you could analyse&understand how is this percept broken), customer care of stack exchange know me, my another account is @Alex, even @chrisW knows me(if h/s-he can analyse) through my account before @Alex, not only this, one old-geezer buddhist :), also knows me over here--internet.
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Regarding quest
part::
Few things to consider are::
1.) Preparation since a long time through thinking(in both quests)... by maintaining 5 percepts at bodily level only.
2.) Outsight :: ability to analyse outer enviornment and it's effects on my 'unchanged' behaviour(or daily life).
3.) Insight :: Ability to analyse, "there is something wrong within my body", and start analysing, understanding, revising, observing, calming, retracing, freezing, seeing-side-effects, changing, getting changed, establishing, teaching(phew! That's a looooong road, pals, long road).
4.) Doing above 3 in random manner.
5.) Analysing percets(5) at body, speech, mind. Analysing other percepts. Figuring out what can be broken, why are they necessary(in terms of outsight), why are they necessary(in terms of insight)... what would be the limits, what could be next thing?
6.) Establishing self
on one planet, within a particular area, practicing!
7.) •••
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Wrong direction::
Thinking about out-sight
only; going only for insight
without even knowing the percepts required, determination required, preparation required, ••• , without child-like-innocency
... and so on(2 have been mentioned)...
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Do english yourself.
ओह! मैं तो छुट्टा सांड ही सही, पता नहीं किन गधों के तबेले में आ गया|
(Posted here as couldn't find answer tab on meta link given as comment under cloded question)
Blessings,
Sayo-Na-Ra, Hasta-La-Vaasta, bye!
Namastey(only to buddha, not you-reader!)
reference-request
tag). There's something though that makes these questions unwelcome -- they're now downvoted -- I'm not sure I can articulate what that is though, i.e. why they're unwelcome.unanswerable lest one wrote him a really long text explaining what was wrong with his request, formulation and expectations
I'd better not make the same mistake then -- of asking you to do all that. I suppose it's hard to summarise.